Today, I'm going to have outing with jules. Very excited though. :) Not sure how she look like, cause all her photos are with her friends, but never mind. I'll see her real person today! I'm not sure where we're going though. :/ Shall ask her later. Haw haw. She went bath already, so fast! Hoho. I'm still happily blogging. :D Tonight going to see her ' boyfriend ' jeff at rob ermita, some open area not sure where. jules is going to hug his hands, I think she's a little nuts about him now. Haw. His songs are good, for a 17 years old. :) I'll have the feeling of chasing a Idol again now, I use to chase nightwish band.

ll to my beloved ex ll

I'm sorry if talking to me bored you, I'll try not to talk to you too much online, or sms you when its not even necessary. Maybe its a good thing we broke up, you seems so stress with your school. Maybe if I count to think that we will get back together, it will add on to your stress. I feel like a burden to you, things cant be the same anymore. Sometimes when I hear the songs that remind me of you, or looking at the photos of me & you, I feel that you're still with me, loving me like how you use too. I'm not use to the presence of you,

                                        " I really did love you deeply. </3"

I'm so tired, going to drop dead on the bed soon. Eyes are closing soon. He just came online, shiit. I always get this feeling when I see him online, maybe I shouldnt talk to him. :/ Okay, resist the temptation V, I. Must. Not. Talk. To. Him. So hard. :( Urgh, I shall go offline once jules is done, I need sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. :)